| i need to write for a second...hope you don't mind 
I'm off to Israel on Sunday. Have you read the headlines? I've heard what's going on. I'm walking into disaster. why am I doing this? Why would i travel to a country knowing there's war? Because it's beautiful. because i need to. because i can't wait. university of Virginia is on the trip now and they're having an amazing time. I'm going to the wailing wall, Jerusalem, mt. Masada, the Israel holocaust museum, and more. I'm nervous. I'm excited. I'm scared. I can't wait. I don't' want to go. i need to go. we have 6 Israeli soldiers traveling with us the entire time. our itinerary is checked every minute. we're not going near the Gaza strip. this might be the last one available. war is always going on in Israel. Israel. the "home land." every year on passover we say "next year in Jerusalem, next year in the holy land." well this time came. i can go to the holy land. my religion, my hobbies, my life, this trip is going to be insane. I'm climbing to the top of and then dancing on Masada with Adam, I'm praying for my relatives at the wailing wall, I'm shopping with my coworker from this summer in....somewhere. lol...and I'm having breakfast with my aunt at our last hotel. oh and if i forgot to mention...I'm riding a camel. I'm off to Israel on Sunday for 10 days. I'm kinda excited....well....Really excited. i can't wait. this will be the trip of my life! I just need to stop worrying....it will be great!
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| Let me just say this semester has been a freaking crazy rollercoaster that should be constructed and placed in six flags or hershey as their newest craziest rollercoaster ever. Oh my goodness.......fall semester sophomore year...not to be forgotten
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| So I sit here sometimes wondering why I'm doing what I'm doing . Why would I live away from all my friends here and why would I decide to work at a place I don't know as well. Then this weekend happens. The hell of miscommunication happens. Mother, mother's boyfriend, me, 10 hours in a car, 2 places to be, one unhappy place. I can't come back here and just live with my father. That would not be fair to my mother. I have dealt with drama, pain, and too many emotions to count with this divorce since March of my sophomore year. I have moved on from this situation. I have grown as a person. I have matured. So here is my official notice! I, Emily, do hereby declare that after this summer I will not be living here in New Jersey. I WILL, however, be visiting New Jersey for weekends when I miss it. I will be living in my apartment in Maryland and would love to see your shining faces there to join me. Thank you for understanding why I need to live on my own.
I hope I see you all at my apartment for visits!!
Let me know if you want to come by or need the address for (hint)letters(hint)
Love to you!
Emily
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| i drove over 450 miles this weekend
i was supposed to be asleep like a half hour ago
i was falling asleep at ashley's
i'm not now...
summer is awesome/sucks/blows/is good......whatev. its worth it! and it makes me happy
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| so I check this so infrequently that it seems kinda pointless for me to have it. anyone in opposition to me deleting it?
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